A place for Imagination and Thoughts...:D

i think my roommate hates me. its ok. its just normal for people to hate me nowadays…jk.

i had panda express tonight. it was yummy. it also added to my obsessions to all things panda. 

i have an 8am tomorrow. sucky. i miss you. 

adios till later <3. much love to my wifity wife!

ah another dream, another day.  except this time after a competition, you decided to make the first move. ha. like that would ever happen in real life.  oh well. it was nice while it lasted.  you go on being that korean popstar. 

Dreams

I had a dream about you last night and now know why you said no.  Its because you wanted to ask her to dance.  Its a good thing that in my dream i was pushing you to ask her cause I realize that i want you to be happy even though it hurts me for you to be happy.   Hope you have fun. 

i really miss you. 

Its like you’re pouring salt on my cuts.  Oh still thought this would end differently.  You’re still not here and now all i can think about is what if you said yes instead of no.  Why did you shy away from me.  Cause believe it or not, i still wanted to be your friend if nothing more.  Are you afraid to getting close to anyone?

what happened?  somehow i saw this ending differently… instead of staring you down lets not ‘cause this ‘secret’ we share is pulling us apart…cause i believe in magic, second chances, and forgiveness… ttyl. hopefully.

Sometimes i wonder, how it would be different, because we existed but theres no proof anywhere…counting down the days until you realize.

Ever feel like time is slipping right out of your hands?  I feel like the weekend ended before it started, and its only friday.  And all i can think about is school, school, college, satii’s, and more school.  Sigh.

Time

It seems life is passing by so quickly.  27 days until i turn 17, 34  days until senior year starts, 124 days until i apply for college, 214 days until i accept a college, 270 days until i leave highschool. wow.